There's Still Time To Change The Road You're On

about a week ago i was at my apartment alone, bored out of my mind, and i began watching a plethora of A & E Biographies on serial killers, Aleister Crowley, and satanic cults (to pass the time haha).

then i began watching YouTube videos of different songs played backwards that have " hidden " messages.
after listening to a few songs i started listening to
" Stairway to Heaven" by Led Zeppelin backwards while at the same time started dosing off on my living room couch. 

i then dreamt i was doing the same exact thing i was doing while i was awake (therefore not knowing i had fallen asleep) and all of a sudden i hear the faucet in my kitchen go off and i look towards the kitchen in stupor. my body then tightens up and i start levitating towards the ceiling face up. when i reached about a foot away from the ceiling my body stopped and began floating towards the kitchen. as it was doing so, i tried rigorously to move my body to set it free but was unable to move any part of my body. just before reaching the kitchen i wake up with a yelp and realize it was all just a dream... or was it? 

i have never felt a dream that real before. and what was odd was that in the dream i was doing exactly what i was doing while awake and had no idea i had fallen asleep.

i've had sleep paralysis three times prior (scariest shit ever) but never have i ever started levitating!

i have no idea how to interpret that but it was very shocking and felt so real.

dream interpretation: to dream that you are levitating, signifies that you are holding on to far-fetched ideas and need to grasp on to more realistic notions. 

Alternatively, you may be cut off from feeling grounded and safe. It represents a feeling of being disconnected with those around you and feeling helpless.

" death, so called, is a thing which makes men weep, and yet a third of life is passed in sleep " - George Gordon Byron

currently listening to: " in dreams " - Roy Orbison